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25 April 2007

i have no desire to blog today

that's right. not the least, not even a hint of a desire... to blog, anyway.



but to talk. now that's a different story.

i don't want to type the words on a computer. i want to speak them and they be received by a set of ears.

or sets of ears.

i want the comfort and safety to BAWL MY EYES OUT.

to keep talking through the tears and saliva and snot.

i want to be embraced.

with honesty.

with love.


i want a connection to be made in that moment of vulnerability that SCREAMS understanding.


because THAT is REAL life.

it's not fake, or hollow, or transparent.


and it's necessary.




cheers . . ..

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