a picture of me

i have only posted a pic of me once on my blog. even my profile pic is a goofy cartoon drawing on a coaster and not a pic of me, which it probably should be of me. i've forever had this insecurity about what i look like. growing up, i was never made to feel beautiful or attractive. and for the past few years, there's been this lurking negativity inside me. i don't like it one bit. it certainly hasn't aided me in seeing myself rightly. i think i posted about this a while back last year. i don't remember when though. well, today starts the fight. w00t! here's a pic when i was back home a couple of weekends ago for my cousin's wedding.



cheers!