28 February 2007
no thanks, not interested, CLICK
one guy with broken english flew off the handle and launched into a flurry of angry tones directed at me and hung up on me. i called him right back and he went into it again. and i sternly reiterated what was going on and suggested he calm down and that there was no problem. he was absolutely reluctant to cooperate. after he yelling at me for fifteen minutes and i yelling back at him, i finally told him angrily that i was terminating the call on the behalf of his misunderstanding. the thing that stunk the most about the ordeal, is that the guy was on the last question when he erupted. oh well, i still got credit for it even though it was not 100% complete. but i felt like bawling and had a very difficult time maintaining composure on the next call.
then, one after the other, i was connected to inconsiderate and rude people. i worked ten hours today feeling like i put in twenty five and only getting eight hour's pay. i'm glad it's over. tomorrow is a new day and i'm looking forward to it. weeeeee! do have a good night all. cheers . . ..
28feb07 today's quote
what amazing creativity! with paper?
click on the link!
this stuff absolutely blows my mind! how he can so intricately cut this out of paper. and how he uses both the paper space and where the paper isn't. wow. have a look and be amazed as well. cheers . . ..
27feb07 today's quote:
i took the one less traveled by,
and that has made all the difference.
-robert frost-
26 February 2007
i missed a post yesterday!
i was up at 6:30 getting ready to pick up roark and make coffee in the geneva house by 7:30. the newly fallen (and frozen) snow slowed me up a bit. after catching up with people at church and making lunch plans, i left church between 12:45 and 1.
roark and i went out to eat at arby's. it's been awhile since i went out to eat with roark. it was good. then, we drove by one house roark was pondering buying, and then we walked through another. i've never been to an open house that was for sale before. *daryl, it reminded me of house hunters, that show on home and garden tv with susanne wang.*
after that, i left for work. i don't like working on sundays. i tend not to do as well as i could because i don't want to be there... shouldn't be so mopey like that. after 4 - 4 1/2 hours of that, drove home. i think it was around 7 then, so a good twelve hours since i'd been back.
megan had text messaged about having people over to watch the oscars. i have never really sat down and watched them before and i thought it would be fun. it was a very entertaining show! when did i leave? 10:30? probably a little before.
then down to bricktop for 80's night. it was so good to dance. i arrived home at a quarter 'til two. jonathan was still up!!! we chatted. i farted around on the internet. i got to bed late.
since i was only home briefly, i didn't post. i don't think posting on sundays will be a high priority. it is my favorite day of the week and i'm always busy doing something. anywho, if you'd like a quote, here's one for you: it is often merely for an excuse that we say things are impossible. cheers . . ..
24 February 2007
it's caturday number one!
24feb07 today's quote:
-oscar wilde-
23 February 2007
yia yia's
a fantastic time as always. i was soooooo hungry, too. and ingred recommended an english stout that is new to yia yia's. after giving it a whirl, i decided it was good, but not good enough to get again. then...
-i talked briefly with steve, who came in to see me.
-i read from the gospel of john.
-i talked with roark via mobile.
-gave money to a 50 year old man wanting some and i spoke kind words to him. he told me i was the first person to ever say such things to him. i told it saddened me and i hoped he'd hear more kind things and that i hoped to run into him in the future.
-went to scooter's for the first time.
-got a white chocolate mocha.
-was introduced to emily.
-spoke with joie.
-looked at the art on the wall.
-came home and had great conversations with jonathan.
-blogged and went to bed.
cheers . . ..
22 February 2007
"you have to give something up scottie, if you don't know, pick candy or soda then". - mother
for the next forty days, what if i am calling people at work and they tell me they've given up telephone surveys for lent? uh-oh. have a swell day. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-martha washington-
21 February 2007
through their eyes
i just remember that field. it was so peaceful and calm. so golden! so HUGE! i imagined it would take DAYS to walk to the point which i could no longer see. and it stretched out from me in all directions i faced. i felt a part of this enormous expanse that words could not describe. oh! how big the world seemed then. africa (where the kids lived who were sad when i didn't finish my dinner lived) was sooooo far away. and china or japan? oh my! i think the farthest possible to go was australia. wow! it must take forever to get there, i thought... i think back and can smile and softly laugh, happily.
things are just so spread out for children. not only the world, but the days of the week, the summer, heck! even a sandbox or a tree in the back yard. "travel" is a necessity. it is enjoyable and exciting. things are just so far away because they're so spread out. even stress and anxiety just seem like one could never even get to them if they tried. oh the youth, the innocence...
this is all so apparent when you watch a parent watch their children play in the playground, or in the back yard. look at the parents! their faces! their hearts are so full of happiness for their children right then. today's society though teaches us that our world is not big at all. travel has become a burden, even if it's only to travel across the yard to get the mail out of the mailbox. people grumble. walls are put up and infinity can no longer be seen. i have difficulty imagining what happens past the horizon because i can no longer see it. there are too many buildings and such in the way. children certainly did not erect these buildings. it's as if one has set up walls and baricades to hide the eternal spread of space. one creates his own world inside of this one, and sadly, is ceasing to be a part of it.
oh the hope that the children have! will we see it. the wonder, the imagination, the mystery, the amazement. may we see it. may we foster it and cherish it for it is a good thing. this world is huuuuuuuuuuu-mongous. i hope you would see it as such, that you could be that child in the middle of the great field...free. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-jonathan carroll-
20 February 2007
that little known verse...
twinkle, twinkle little star
how i wonder what you are
up above the world so high
like a diamond in the sky
when the blazing sun is gone
when he nothing shines upon
then you show your little light
twinkle, twinkle all the night
good night. sweet dreams. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-homer-
19 February 2007
tonight, it's nachos for deeeener
santitas brand yellow corn chips
refried beans
diced tomatos
black beans
shredded cheese
i put aluminum foil on a cookie sheet to ease clean up. i cook the black beans on the stove top for a bit to get them a tad bit tender and to get them nice a warm. spread the santitas on the cookie sheet, then top heftily with the frijoles refritos (refried beans), black beans, and half to three-fourths of the diced toms. bake in the oven for a short while. then, add the cheese and the rest of the toms. put back in oven and continue baking until cheese melts.
boy oh boy! you'll have some good nachos then. they are great for gatherings such as movie and game nights. cheap, filling, and oh so yummy. now i eat. cheers . . ..
18 February 2007
i don't have to drink because i'm in a bar. i came to see you, not a glass.
jeremy^
david^
eric^
jeremy and colleen, very cute^
daryl and katie, daryl you're the man and katie you rule^
i like times like these because in the moment, things are so good. i'm so happy and delighted. it hasn't even been two hours and i just know tonight will be one of those we all remember for a long time. i'll remember jimmy john's tonight too. i ran into sarah moore and some friends. the range of things that came up to talk about was immense. so random, so fun. good times. now to bed. i am wearing the biggest smile. cheers . . ..
17 February 2007
these are my stuffed animals
secondly, do you see the ant-eater right in front of everett? well, his name is donovan. and he came all the way from germany. that's far away, isn't it? a girl that was in germany with scottie gave donovan to him. scottie has always been very grateful. donovan is quiet and doesn't say much. unless there are ants around! then he sings and dances. how fun! maybe that's where scottie learned to sing and dance.
next, there is benson. a really good friend gave benson to scottie and benson is wonderful. he knows scottie's most favorite-est song ever. kids, do you know what song that is? superman? by goldfinger? oh no, it's much better than that! it's jesus loves me. do you know that one? i bet you do. you can wind benson up and he'll sing the song for you. scottie enjoys this song very much. it reminds him of when he was a kid and when his mother would sing it to him. it also fills his heart with so much joy and happiness. sometimes benson tries to comfort scottie when he's sad. benson sings the song and helps scottie remember how great our lord jesus is and how much he loves scottie.
following benson, is chase. there was a really long time in scottie's life where his parents didn't have much money. scottie didn't get many presents during that time for birthdays and christmases. scottie's mother gave chase to him when he had just turned 18. how funny is it that scottie's mother thought chase was a girl dog? that's pretty funny, isn't it? scottie's friend jenny thought chase was a girl dog too. she thought chase's name was chelsey. for the longest time, chase went with scottie everywhere. he didn't always peek his head out of scottie's bookbag, or even get out of the car, but he was always going where scottie was going. scottie really liked receiving chase as a present because he hadn't gotten anything that he could use for so long. his mother still doesn't know how much this means to scottie. he's very thankful and scottie learned that he could love his mother, at a time when he wasn't do a very good job of that. it's good to love our mothers, isn't it kids? it sure is.
and last, there is a pink carebear. she's never told scottie her name. scottie got her from his friends the andersons. they were just going to throw the pink carebear out! oh no! scottie said he'd take care of the bear because the bear is somewhat old and there have been so many new bears since, that most kids these days don't know what a carebear is. scottie thinks it's important for his children someday to be able to play with a carebear. maybe by then, the carebear will have told her name! who knows?
well kids. it's very late. and past our time to be in bed. but before we brush our teeth and hop into our beds, let's think about how great the even the minut-est stories of our lives are. the little ones, the short ones, the ones that might not even seem too important. they are all very special and very unique to each one of us. they are all a part of our bigger story that we are a part of. be sure and thank god for being such a creative god, and such a loving and merciful god that he would choose to give us these wonderful things! thanks for listening you guys. off to bed now! good night and cheers . . ..
today's quote:
16 February 2007
today's quote:
-albert szent-gyorgyi-
15 February 2007
perhaps a new business venture?
this would be a fun part time thing. do you think i would have a market? cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-warren g harding-
14 February 2007
valentine's day
what a great start to the day, too. i had buckwheat pancakes for breakfast with apricot preserves, mmm. and yogurt and milk, mmm. ska was playing on my laptop while i was cooking/eating. megan called with exciting news her friend amy may move to lincoln for a short while. i have valentines to give to people. i'll be going in to work early (so i'll get off earlier). heidi is playing at the parthenon tonight and i will try to make it and listen to her. jonathan gets back tonight. and i get to hear everyone's awesome stories tomorrow, about how their valentine's day was. sweet.
this day is such a great day but it can also be hard for people. those who are sad, lonely, or single can have a pretty crummy day. i suggest being there for them. today is not a day when they are to be excluded. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
but into my heart.
twas not my lips you kissed,
but my soul.
-judy garland-
13 February 2007
we have snow again!
he caught me in the act. which was great, because we then had a chance to talk. then ben drove home, and i raced all over town on the icy streets. ha ha! i love to fly around corners on slick streets, using the E brake, and giving gas when needed. speedracer scottie b! you can bet, i'll be doing the same today too.
i wish i owned a camera, for it was beautiful last night and i'd loved to have captured some of that. i also wish there was a track of sorts where people could take their own vehicles and do some racing, like they have in arizona and other states. oh well. it's already been good today and the remainder feels like it too. i hope yours is amazing. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-doug larson-
12 February 2007
it might be a long work week
so this week, i most likely will be showing up at 3:00 and working until 10:00. if i don't take any breaks, that's 28 hours at thursday night's end. in order to get 30 hours in for the week, i will then need to come in saturday or sunday. bah! i have a lot to look forward to this week, so i hope it won't be too big a deal for me. i hope your week starts, and continues, really well. cheers . . ..
11 February 2007
i need to be comforted today.
i think the feeling of "lack of comforting" continued to, and through, church today. i could go for a hug. do you ever get to feeling that the easiest option for bettering this is to sleep? that way, a number of hours have just passed and i haven't had to deal with it. and perhaps, when i awake, i'll feel different. i'm going to talk with god...which will most likely lead to crying and wanting to feel his touch. then maybe i'll fall asleep.
i'm actually starting to feel better already. cheers . . ..
10 February 2007
trying a new beer
not so sure how i like this yet. right now, i'd give it a 7 out of 10, but will hold off on the final rating until the other four are gone. i decided to buy a six pack of this after seeing an advertisement in an older communication arts magazine i have. i also was in the mood for something new. when i finish the last bottle, i shall post my final rating (this could be a week, this could be more). cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-henry van dyke-
09 February 2007
what kind of toothpaste do you like?
back to the topic at hand, though. what toothpaste do you prefer? cheers . . ..
08 February 2007
30 years of family photo tradition
http://zonezero.com/magazine/essays/diegotime/time.html
what an interesting tradition! cheers . . ..
today's quote:
-john adams-
07 February 2007
first outting with the work buddies
i am looking forward to this so much. most times, people behave completely different outside their work environ. it will be a time to get to know my friends better too. heidi, mike, amy, sorry i won't make it tonight. jay, liz, heather, and others, sorry i won't make it tonight either. have a fun time! cheers . . ..
today's quote:
06 February 2007
ah hefeweisen, mmm...
i was looking through old photos from one of my summers in germany. this is my friend ryan.
see all that beer there? that is called a "meter beer" and i think it cost the equivalent of seven american dollars. we all had gotten one. way too much beer for way too little. needless to say, we were all a little crazy that night. and 99% of the memories i have of this night are not fit to be shared here. cheers . . ..
05 February 2007
jonathan and i were talking about recycling
and why keep this only to neighborhood associations? couldn't the city have these small centers in parks or something? i think so. there are more burger kings here in lincoln than there are recycling centers. i can definately tell that i live in the states. let's get more recycling centers. let's create more jobs. let's better the place we live in and be good stewards to this world. and let's catch up to countries like germany, who are thirty years ahead of us in the recycling biz.
the entire conversation sprung from jonathan's comment that we are putting less trash in the trash can. i'm glad to see this. when i lived with brittan, we only threw away a black, hefty sack each month. and that included bathroom waste which you cannot recycle. and we had so many people over because bands played at our house and we had parties all the time. we felt like we were being over charged for trash services, being that it took at least three months to fill up the trash can that sat out back. my friend travis was/is the same way. he actually didn't have a trash service coming to his house because he so rarely would make use of it.
imagine if more people would do this. imagine if they would get over their fear of not knowing how to recycle, or where to take it. wow! there would be wayyyyyyy less trash that would be buried in landfills. "outta sight, outta mind". something to think about maybe. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
04 February 2007
everything is turning to plastic
my grandmother says things aren't made like they used to be made. i believe her. when she was a young woman, the car she drove was made out of thick, american steel. my i have to look long and hard to find any plastic on my 1962 fairlane. funny, how those older cars have so much class, too. hmmm...
everything from tools, to lawn sprinklers, to our vehicles, to appliances, to who knows what else is morphing into plastic. it's sad. making plastic can be very pollutive. and it just looks cheap. but i guess in the united states, cheap is good. because YOU get the best deal. and here, it's all about YOU. maybe the days of wood, concrete, and metal are behind us? cheers . . ..
03 February 2007
photos from thursday night at yia yia's
this one is a duck.
http://i156.photobucket.com/albums/t9/scottieb_album/windowduck.jpg
this one is an army tank.
http://i156.photobucket.com/albums/t9/scottieb_album/windowtank.jpg
these are little baby feet.
http://i156.photobucket.com/albums/t9/scottieb_album/windowfeet.jpg
and it just wouldn't be a thursday night without some irish stout.
http://i156.photobucket.com/albums/t9/scottieb_album/murphys.jpg
yia yia's is one of my favorite places. i like having something like this to look forward to each week. and i like having a place "where everybody knows your name, and they're always glad you came". this is the first thursday i've been to yia yia's since my move back to lincolncity. as i was leaving, i overheard one of the supervisors say to an employee, "i'm glad scottie's back". ahhhhhhhh. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
02 February 2007
a very funny letter (long read)
this is the link to the letter. apparently a government agency sent a letter to a man who owned some land near a stream and small pond. the problems addressed seem quite valid until you read the gentleman's response - which is absolutely HILARIOUS!
oh, and i'm putting the quotes back at the bottom. turns out i like them there better after all. cheers . . ..
today's quote:
01 February 2007
january 2007, done and gone.
-new year's eve was one of the better one's i've had.
-i was able to come back to lincoln.
-brittan was in nebraska for a week.
-my sister danced in the half-time show at the capital one bowl.
-boise st beat oklahoma and finished the season undefeated.
-i have a really good job.
-there were at least ten friends' birthdays to celebrate.
-i got my first real bed to sleep in since i was a kid.
-had lunch with my friend andrea.
-i've become okay with past relationships that have caused me stress and worry.
i've been given so much and am so thankful. the lord is shoveling all these blessings upon me and i sometimes wonder if he can even keep up with himself. things are really good now. i feel safe, and comfortable. most of all, i am happy and worry free. right now i'm smiling really, really big. i'm so delighted in the lord and his ways.
i'm still not completely settled in, though. i just about wrote "settled in to lincoln" but in all honesty, were i to be anywhere and feeling as i do now, there would still need to be a few more things to happen to make the settling more concrete. i've very much missed some routines that i used to do and can't wait to get back in to the 80's night and yia yia's thing. and lastly some other things but those will have to wait 'till a later post.
have a day that is nothing less than wonderful. cheers . . ..